As the holiday passes by, I came to accept the loneliness it bring when your family is out of time. No pointless and annoying shouting all around, no whining about what you do or not do. Nobody drilling you around. At first it felt quite pointless, especially in the morning. Waking up, knowing there is not much you can look out for except for some brown bread, beautifully toasted with cheese and ham in between. And of course, the night, that always brings some good excitement.

I like it, being on my own. No one around except for my cats, whom only need feeding in the morning.


I'm becoming more independant. Independant of family, that's for sure. But also independant of my friends. I know that I will always need friends, and that I love to spend time with them, of course, but I've also come across ways to enjoy myself without them. Even though I do prefer drinking a few beers in bar with mates, than spending my time writing late in the evening, or doing other stuff. I like writing, that isn't the problem.


Also, and this is trully important, I have found myself a penname. And with that, a new DA account. ~DaveMoody. I have written the reasons and stuff in the first journal on that account. I'll be really specific in what I post on there. Not just random poems I made, but poems that either mean something, or simply read good, or make me feel good. I'll post some of the poems from this account on there, too. Some that I really like.



Well, I'll now get to watching a movie. I hope I'll like it, even though I doubt it a little. And besides that, it's already been 3:30 in the morning again, which means only half an hour to go until I feel completely briliant and start writing things down that, in the morning, will turn out to be absolutely genious.

Ciao